Sunday, December 31, 2017


Thursday, December 28, 2017

MK ultra Girl- Programmed to Bomb



Loook what I just found! Might explain a few things.. Word to the Wise, don't piss me off.

Mk Ultra Girl Resolve

It is getting harder to appear crazy. With only a few days left in 2017, will we see presentation of the class action lawsuit for all mkultra, MILAB, gangstalked & targeted individuals? I did predict it. And I have been working towards it. Remember in Discovery, that I said I will carry this forth for all victims/ survivors/ revivors/ thrivers?

My disclosure is everyone's disclosure. My blinders off, is everyone's blinders off. Very much like Jane/ El in Stranger Things, I too have a sense of purpose to set right the wrongs against my mother, Emma Jane Crunican/ Atkin and as it turns out, my father, my sister, myself and my brother, Michael. That is what started this research and my first contact with Alan Stein, the lawyer now in the news representing the latest cases concerning the vics from the Allan Memorial, as it was known in my household. This is the same subject that has taken over the entertainment world. Those are our stories BTW. I will be getting paid.


Why is Ewan Cameron (same family as the UK satanists dethroned PM) the fall guy? Because an american journalist exposed him in the late 70's. Since then, public narrative has focused on him as the evil scientist set apart from society today. Nothing could be further from the truth. The program did not end. Nor did it start with Cameron. 

These same torture experiments were done to children of military, orphans, street people, refugees, natives, the underclass, ect. And the same program is where the missing 21 trillion dollars in US budget dollars went a few years ago. It is the same program that orders around the men in black, that handles, targets and gang stalks millions of people in North America today. It is the deep state. Everyone of these people need compensation too.

There were a whole bunch of other doctors, nurses, orderlies that were all a part of that operation. Some are still alive. Dr. D.O. Hebb, Dr. Ruth Kajander, Dr. Heinz Lehman, Dr. Jolly West, Dr. Martin Fischer, Dr. James Hamilton, Dr. Morse Allan, Dr. L. Wilson Green, Dr. Martin T. Orn, Stephen Aldritch. Did you know that University of British Columbia is one of 2 institutes in Canada that can legally conduct LSD experiments on people? STILL! 


There is no one else near or dear to me or my family to whom this task will fall. I AM THE END OF MY LINE. Clearly, for my parents, deference of justice or truth telling for their infirmaries was towards a vain hope, a deceit that only lay more pain and misery for themselves and their children. This is the same deceit that imbues our esteemed colleagues today. The same deceit that thinks it is better to cover up than to resolve. 

100K doesn't begin to cover it. Lets start at the number that Omar Kahadar got recently from the Trudeau guv: $10.5 million. 

The generational devastation brought upon my family is worth more than 100K The acts against us were criminal, conspiratorial and deliberate. They carry on to this day. But maybe this is the last day. 

No doubt, blame shame and guilt were heavily laden onto my parents and onto me for any mention that there was something afoul within the projected family. However, anyone who knew us, can testify we were as oddball as the Adams family. Even to day there is NO ONE in my family will acknowledge this.

The persistence of the program thru secret societies and ritual abuse is to promote the lie that humans will transform into a new godlike thing from the parasitic flesh sacks we are today. This is the whole idea behind all the luciferian satanic mkultra programming- to keep the human side of us in the dark and under the control of these liers that there will be redemption/ escape from the original sin (the molding of man) by transforming into fake God. The new agers are all on board with this too. They call it ascension. The programme is just enslavement now because I can't see how any of the fallen can still believe there will be escape through this metamorphosis. However, the carrot continues on the stick for so many in all walks of life. 

Very much on cue like a good sci fi/ detective novel, the unraveling of my case, my cause, my inquiry ramped up in 2013 after I saw my mother in the clip of Mental Hospital,



(the original production from where the others ripped, in this case it was INFOWARS produced State Of Mind: The Psychology Of Control). 


Alex Jones and his co horts are all CIA/ zionist shills, parroting the fake right dialogue to keep you trapped in the lies. Lies, they benefit from. So, no surprise there now, that not one person returned my emails about the origin of the clip in 2013. Imagine you are watching a new documentary about a subject you know intimately and your mother is the patient being electroshocked on the table in the movie. 

On July 24th, 2013, I learned of the Janine Huard case after doing an internet search on the subject.  I knew of the first case filed in the 80's, but only as a vague memory that was awakened when I saw the cbc doc, The sleep room, in the late 90's. 


I emailed Alan Stein on July 24th, 2013. As timing would have it, between July 24, 2013, the date I was inspired to do an internet search on the Allan Memorial, and July 27, 2013, the movie with my mother getting electroshocked came out. 3 days!

I am a truth seeker. This is a side effect of having your brains fried without your knowledge or consent. People with head injuries are always trying to put the pieces back together. Pieces that were flung through all space and time all across the universe. Is it any wonder that spiritual inquiry is a fervent occupation for survivors? It doesn't make it any easier to find the truth when it has been hidden by religions, all religions, since the beginning of time? So, despite all the best intentions and sentiments, most seekers and spiritualists are really only clinging to a log floating in an MK sea. The rest are frauds who steal our material.

Alan Stein replied to the July 24th email, that he could not help me because my mother was dead. On July 27, 2013, I sent him the link to the movie with my mother on with a bitch slap tone. First of all, I wasn't asking he represent me. I was asking how to get the records. I still don't have her records. Clearly she was a patient. How did the other vics  get their records? I WANT HER RECORDS. I WANT MY RECORDS. I want my Dad's records. 


I spoke with Mr. Stein on the phone after that and left it to report back once I had some records. I have no records. They will not give me records. I can barely get these volunteer blog posts out. I have to support myself. Which is done through being a relatively normal (like that will ever happen) business person slash artist. No body pays me to do this. Not only do I have to push through the blocks embedded in my own psyche to get this done, not get any help from family, nor others in the so called “community”, but when i do make enquirers I am handled by people who ARE GETTING PAID to not help me. This has to stop. 





I wrote the guv after I saw the first CBC documentary on the abuse of Ewan Cameron at the Allan Memmorial. It was called The Sleep Room. I  got shut down by Anne McClellan.


My mom was alive, living in a nursing home in London, ON, even though she was only in her mid sixties. She was completely immobilized from all the drugs she was on. Drugs that her doctor, my doctor from Toronto since the late 70's, Dr. Jean Marmoreo kept her on even after my mother refused to see her anymore. 


The profession of doctor is shilling for the deep state, which is well beyond the depth of this topic today but suffice to say, we are talking luciferian underworld controllers. They are trained to suppress the truth. 

Not only does Marmoreo know all about my mother's case, she knew her a decade prior to becoming her GP. 

Adding further inquiry to this prescient topic, Dr. Marmoreo was the head nurse at the Clark institute of psychiatry at the same time my mother was admitted when I was 6 years old in 1968. Do you get it? They are doing really well, the rest of us, not so much. Marmoreo comes from Hamilton Ontario, well known for dark arts practiced by the freemasons and satanists.


The only time I saw my mother with any energy was in the early eighties when she tried to get off the antidepressants and tranqs she was on since the Allan Memorial days, 1953. She went to the Donwood clinic in Toronto. Afterwards, she began with the same type of rantings that all the targeted individuals and gangstalked are taking about now. I had no idea what I was dealing with back then. 

When the first sign of hope for your mothers recovery (the first time in my life I had ever seen her with energy and buoyancy) came with assertions of international intrigue, spying, relations to the Queen, time loops and lags, concerning people within your circles and without, it isn't easy.  Dr. Marmoeo told me that she put her on MORE drugs than she had been on before. This is the great doctor who has completely Mked her generation of Toronto wanna be elites, the middle class, with all her epic ness. She is an MK shill doctor, just like her former business partner and fellow doctor, Carolyn Bennett. 
Early 70's


Why is a crusty, white doctor with obvious ties to MK ultra handling, that I am now exposing, from elite Toronto schools (which usually signifies ties to freemasons or other secret societies like the Jesuits, which means they are also victims, often satantic ritual abuse, which is favored by the freemasons from my inquiries) the minister of Indian Affairs today in Ottawa? Now called  Minister of Crown-Indigenous Relations and Northern Affairs.

As the political and journalistic narratives get more and more divorced from reality, more obtuse, more obviously inspired by an unseen hand, any minor sleuth can put the pieces together.  

These MK loyalists (not me, although they tried, see that is me.. in the picture), like many house of commons sitting members, they do not know why they do what they do. Very few people on all sides of this MK timeloop understand the truth. I invite you to read Dr. Scott McQuate to get the context of these concepts.


Mkultra girl was a page in the ON legislature


I saw it from discovery, my case is the undeniable end to society as we know it. SORRY. NOT. Get over it and start acting like an adult. Divide the truth from the lies in your own lives and start acting rightly.

That is why they have people like Carolyn Bennett who just happened to be the business partner of Dr. Jean Marmoreo, who kept my mom on drugs till the end of her life, are in the positions they are in. 


Exactly what experience does she have to qualify her for this position? None, other than to perform the function of mkultra handler and gatekeeper that protects the guilty and obfuscates the the truth. Listen to this clip of her with her trusty unquestioning loyal east Indian company progeny, who looks like he is wearing a groucho marx mask.


She is baffled by her own bullshit. Nothing she says makes any sense. She is only supported by the air of power, which in her case, and all these cases is over. Look at her eye. That eye is a clue to mkultra/ sra abuse. I have it bad. One optomitrist said my right eye is shaped like a football. My whole right side feels like it is always recoiling from some unknown thing which has manifested into bone loss, arthritis, and numerous painful pressure points. 

Don't wonder why the department of justice is blocking all these cases of abuse for natives and mk ultra vics. All these 100K payoffs have them sign non disclose forms. It is because everyone is in on it. Our distress, subjugation, our torture, abuse and disenfranchisement keeps their boat afloat. Only foolish cowards think that these people hold society together. 



Heck, one of my early mentors to my aerial photography career was a freemason from the same lodge as Margaret Sinclair's (Justin Trudeau's mother) father. Mr. Sinclair told my friend that Margaret walked in on Pierre having sex with a man in their bed. IMO, The whole marriage was arranged as a jesuit/ freemason alliance to continue with “the great work”. You need lots of MK spice to keep that BS alive. And here we are today.

The great work essentially is a fruitless pursuit to transform humans from the larvae to the butterfly, thus the monarch symbolism. This will never happen. But it continues to be the raison d'etre of everyone "committed" to “progress”. Think the whole AI future BS. 


So, we have me, mkultra girl,
my mother with the video clip,
my dad as the likely patient as a early adult after his "nervous breakdown" from 2 weeks at seminary college, with Joseph Mengele beside him; 


My sister, alive today under the maximum recommended dosages of 8 different meds including Lithium, is one of the worst cases of lost soul you can find. STILL people think this can't be true. No one wants to be left holding the hot potato.

What side of the veil are you living in? Everyone has experienced both sides, if only they remembered a dream, but most people I have talked with have many more defining experiences of spirit confirmed than that.

What are you waiting for? Because you are next on the hit list. So if Alan Stein or another of the other lawyers I have contacted cannot see this for the obvious jackpot that it is, I can't help them either. But Mkultra girl will prevail. I guarantee you that.


Ellen Atkin
MK Ultra Girl
Badassador for Ultra Nation
Bombassador for Everything


Links
suvivor

http://peacepink.ning.com/forum/topics/stein-and-stein-the-law-firm?page=6&commentId=2351430%3AComment%3A399928&x=1#2351430Comment399928

wiki cameron

latest cbc

http://nationalpost.com/news/what-they-did-to-my-mother-was-torture-the-daughter-of-a-cia-brainwashing-victim-looks-for-justice



http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/british-columbia/b-c-victims-of-government-funded-brainwashing-experiments-want-apology-1.4450873



indepth research mkultla newsy



neon nettle


carolyn bennett you tube bluster


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QWF4RAZJVP0 base funding.. time lag.. baffled by her own bullshit

absolutely commited. We are committed


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9W3WaEGuV2U


random





https://www.cia.gov/library/readingroom/document/0005444812

http://ethosworld.com/library/Douglas-The-CIA-Covenant-Nazis-in-Washington-Muller-journals-1999.pdf

https://mail.google.com/mail/u/0/#inbox/16065d8f2fbdb411?projector=1




Tuesday, October 24, 2017

MK Ultra Girl Vs. MK Gawkers


I know, I know, the world falls to pieces when I don't post, so here it is, in my humanitarian effort to save the world from itself. Many reasons: New Mandate - No more free digital content (this post excluded); exodusing Fedbook and thus the soul eating treason (personal picadillos and offenses included) among so called friends (I pinged off the alt alt alt mk crowd agenda); and the biggy - ankle and foot surgery. 

Yup, that is right. I had a total ankle replacement, plus 2 foot fusions and a bunion removal. Now some of you might ask, why? How did that happen? Well, most definitively, it happened when my so called best friend bucked me off her horse when I was 15. She was jealous of me and I was so MK beguiled, it took me 40 years to finally blame her for it. She did feel bad about it but she also confessed she didn't know why she did it. More of that "something came over me" thing. Digressing, it was her family who introduced me to my first boyfriend. Her mother and his mother were good friends. Both of them having tossed their husbands in the early stages of marriage. Both daughters of eastern European immigrants. These people were and still are typical of left leaning ideological sociopaths who consider nothing too great to stand in the way of their own entitlement to creature comforts - bonus points for cult of personality social groups. 

The boyfriend encouraged me to have sex with other men almost immediately into our relationship. This included his best friend, his brother and random strangers. His self involved sister actually wrote a book about her life which included being sexually abused by their father. Funny, because her brother told me that she had sexually abused him. I wonder if that made the book? Their father died in a scuba diving scenario. Ruled suicide but apparently, that is not what other people thought, according to the boy. 

So, when I think of how off balance I was for 40 years, how pained I was, how contorted, I think of them. These people who seemed to make it a mission to interfere in my life trajectory at all costs. But the snake in the grass did not begin there, nor did it end there. They were merely the first manifestations of mass generational MK I encountered outside my natal family. 

Not abstractly at all, the surgery has provided opportunity to revisit trauma on the deepest levels. This is essential for healing both physically and somatically.  There is a fringe benefit side effect that involves the entire system decoiling from trauma. Make no bones, I have the most intense type of trauma and distortion stored in my body and my head. (new age cults call them etheric implants) This is just the beginning (start at the bottom), but the effects are so encouraging, I am so happy. 

People need to stop making excuses for their own state of MK infirmaries and contortions. When I was part of the LLL (liberal, lefty, luciferian) social idealism crowd (family extending into social world - worse in the east), I gave over my own instincts, good judgement, inner knowing, logic and reason to this pluralist fantasy which was created entirely to deflect blame from the guilty onto the victims. It carries on explosively today. Check out any narrative in politics, education, healthcare and media. 

People don't realize this fantasy was engineered into hyperdrive by the Nazis/ Jezzie/ Messie triumverate (ruling North America) to control my generation. Of course, this MK slide was always in play throughout the aeons via occult rule by the rod of iron, adminned through the fallen bloodlines. Bloodlines are cursed with ancestral oaths to this mission to hell. 
The one, the only, MK Ultra Girl, aka, Ultra Girl, Ultra Grrl, MK Ultra Grrl

Any one in this programme from anywhere near 1962 was HARD CORE programmed. Its a different ball of wax from the methods used today but is the basis for all. They had to get the frequency windows from someone. If you have been paying attention all this time, you will know that I referred to these essences as "trapped soul sparks" in discovery. Fractals, fragments, alters are all the same. 

I posit that time was distorted this way. Through living souls. So, if I can wake up to it, why can't you? If the entire reality in which you live is being presented to you as a fraud using your own frequency, does it not stand to reason that you can own it and completely disengage it and start controlling it yourself? It is an action that must be taken. It is not a hope, a belief or ideology. 

The greatest impediment to being a grounded realist with control and power over ones life (and thus a chance at happiness), appears to be the unwillingness of everyday people to see the affects of their own co option by the culture of MK, in their social groups, in their families, in their generations. They will invent another sociological phenomenon rather than face the truth. Nothing gets solved. 


Good chance this is my father in the chair with Mengele on his right.
same hairline, same head tilt, same hands, same ears

I hope that I made a clear point by using my own life as an example. I can do that on 1,000's of fronts because I am one of the greatest social experiments of the age. Not just me though, my sister, mother, father and brother. Why me? Why us? It happened to most of the messengers sent to guide the unveiling, the generationally cursed, all negative blood types (something special about something), and anyone else who farted their opposition to the standard shit eating MK Nazi Commie, LLL attempt to capture the spirits, hearts & minds of man through the last window of time and of course, the consenters. 

These shit eaters do describe my own family. My sister is lost beyond almost all hope in an MK haze of max dosages of 8 different meds, but not her handlers- my aunt Joan has stepped into that role as though she owns it. My Aunt Joan was my mother's twin sister. Twins. Twin town. Mengele. google it. So this seemingly innocent gabbler of clucking,  "I don't knows", can't seem to get her story straight. But I do know that my mother never received one dime from her family who inherited a farm, land, income, business & livelihood from the legacy of her Crunican father and Bourbeau mother. Not one dime. 

It carries on today as the Crunican Brothers apple orchard in London Ontario. All inherited. But they were very insistent on letting me know how much they worked for what they got when I appealed to them to help my mother. They had a guilty front story all set up way back in the 90's. Even my father and sister appealed to them to help my mother in the 2000's. But no, they complained about having to store her furniture in the barn for free when she was homeless. They kept everything, except the things I sent my friend to retrieve. None of the items of my childhood from the farm were there. Something tells me they are in the house now. They were incredibly stingy with my mother when she asked for simple items like a cedar chest. 

The disgraceful ignorance of these people does not end there. Bernice Crunican came to my sister's 50th birthday party that I arranged, with nothing but scowls and scorn. I have no idea what lies this woman has been fed or been feeding others, but I do know she arrogantly asserted that the Bourbon name and the Bourbeau name have nothing to do with each other. Because no one wants to know that these seemingly humble quakeresque roman catholics , are stealing inheritances and trying to hide their tracks. 

Aunt Joan finally got her payout after Pat Crunican died. Apparently she got a very large sum. Pay off? That was a long wait.. But well worth it, I guess, because the kids got the house and she got a condo. Oh and my sister got a vaccuum. 

Now the Atkin's are not quite as bad.. not quite. The only remnant of mild truth acknowledgment comes from one cousin who as it turns out is a negative blood. The rest not. My aunt is also my godmother; a reluctant one. She married my dad's brother Jim Atkin, who was an 0 negative. I wonder if that means my dad was too? She wouldn't tell the truth if her life depended on it. Except for the info on blood types she is as mute as Aunt Joan (both of them are retired nurses). No memories either! How convenient. No opinions. Just another old broad trying to play me, like I can't tell.

Both of these lines used my mother as the scapegoat in understanding my family and projecting a dialectic to the world and (most ridiculously, to me). All of it was lies. My mother was an excellent person. She was the best. There was nothing in her character that deserved derision. She was loving, kind, funny, compassionate and giving. But both of these lines insist that my father was the one to be pitied and my mother was the cause of all our troubles. Well, I don't think it was my mother who drove us to the MK testing labs or beat us black and blue. Another thing these simple folk need to understand is that my father NEVER liked them. He mocked them all. Truth sucks eh?

Back to healing. That is what I am doing. I felt relief even as I awoke from the anesthetic. Already, I see and feel my body realigning. My surgeon was excellent, is excellent. The best apparently. My GP, on the other hand is not. I keep him because he is a nice guy, but as far as being a doctor, he does wear a white lab coat. 

Here is a good story for all you MK gawkers. So, clearly, I had to put my trust in the medical process or I wasn't going to get fixed. MK ultra girl is public. I don't hide it for my children (don't have any), to protect my blah blah blah.. because I don't have any of that culpability. I am financially independent because I own and operate my own business. FYI all you tenderized flakes, nobody gives a shit. Just because I am mk ultra girl doesn't mean that I can't cut a deal or look after myself or tell the world where to go. This marginalized dissonance has to stop. There are lots of high functioning survivors, but most of them are scared of the truth for one reason or another. Let me give you an example or 3. 

It has been 2 years (Oct. 2015) since MK ultra girl discovery. When I say that I mean, the day I saw that picture and recognized myself. I call that MK ultra girl discovery. I had been flirting in on line discourse before that trying to investigate my mother's involvement as a patient of Ewan Cameron in the Sleep Therapy Programme in Montreal in the 50's at the Allen Memorial institute at Royal Victoria Hospital at McGill university funded by both Health Canada and the education ministry and the CIA. 


This is my Mother, Emma Jane Crunican. 

in 2013, I saw my mother in this clip of an Infowars produced movie and made numerous attempts to contact the writers and Infowars. 
 Nothing. Not one reply. When I saw myself in that picture, I made another attempt to contact an alt media outlet that I perceived at the time to have some merit. Nothing. not a word. So it would seem these alt alt alt media types making news with mk stories don't really want to hear from the survivors.  I reply to every contact I get. Interference? Now, the duo I contacted after discovery were these the same people who made this. 



How do you pronounce that name? Creators Aaron Dykes and Melissa Dykes already knew who I was before concocting this vid using a nice big cameo of me in the opening. Dyke as in Dickhead? Or Dyke as in lesbian? Fully willing to spring off my content, not willing to acknowledge the real deal.

But you can't single them out or any of the American alt alt alt media anti heros, the Canadian fringe bangers were no better. Ann Diamond was so emotionally invested in her content, she took it as competition when she learned of discovery. As though my revelation was somehow overshadowing her story. All MK stories had to be vetted by her apparently. It was so pathetic.


The only other copyright abuser (other than the 1000's of usages before discovery) is a contact through Ann Diamond, the ubiquitous, Cathy Fox Blog: Anonymous serial clerk on a questionable crusade to tell other peoples abuse stories. Other than that, I receive sporadic and limited contact from actual survivors; Not one turn from ANY media, alt or otherwise. Yet the story is so obvious you would have to be "living in an MK world" to not see it. What does that tell you about the actual state of inquiry? It is all MK gawkers.


2 years of more, that's where the files went!, Netflicks sci fi dramas; mainstream rehashing of the same front story; grandkids of survivors doing performance art via Canadian Art Establishment cliquedom; Dance! and a rash of rapper trash and gangstah swag, alt media playing in step & and some people working on lawsuits. I am all in favour of lawsuits, I just think that there are other more effective methods of dealing with this as well.

Uncle Paul Crunican trying to be affectionate.

But I digress, the real mk gawker story happened in the OR recovery at St. Paul's Hospital. FYI, Paul / St. Paul/ Saul / Apollonius of Tyana, was the anti christ, so get over it. Also, my mother's brother was Father Paul Crunican and people thought of him as a saint. Yes, he was so saintly he would visit my mother every few years and give her 50 dollars whist he bulked up over 200k in cash that mostly went to the Roman Catholic church after he died. Other than that he was a mute shit eater to me.
I was a confirmed atheist so I had none of the Father Paul BS, I called him uncle Paul. They were complicit in something that is for sure. They covered a crime and my mother was the fall guy. It was essential that she remained on drugs, shocked and afraid for her life. They all supported that. Aunt Joan, her own twin sister, worked against her. She even went out with my mom's ex fiance and conveniently didn't tell me when I asked about him. This mysterious ex fiance killed himself. My father would gloat over this on rare occasion.

A distant older generation relative told me he heard my parents met in a mental institute. Curiously, the evidence would support that this could very well be true. COMPLETE denial of this tale from both sides of the family. What exact koolaid are they on?


I woke up from the unaesthetic at 100%. I was positively punchy. My nurse beside me was awesome with the straw and the water. I was so thirsty! I saw a lifeless slight Chinese woman across from me. I was right beside a street drug woman, they really meddle with you at that stage. No attempts to privatize the gritty details. There is definitely a concerted consensual thing going on there. I wonder if straight people realize that most hospital patients are already sick and dying. There is definatly a food for the fodder aspect to it.


Both of my intake nurses were surprised that I was not on any medication. That is why it is so hard to get help in Canada. The system is full of lab rats who have already given their consent (or become ensnared as my mother was) to the medical/ pharma kill factories. It is the guinea pigs who get the treatment. If you can still breath, doctors say you are fine and kick you out of their office. I had to yell at mine after 4 years of complaining and xrays for him to give me a referral. There was no way in hell I was going to accept that every step I take till the end was going to be painful. So, I was really happy when I awoke. I could feel things improving immediately.


I am not sure, if they lumped me in with the worst cases on purpose or if every single patient was the same, but 2 out of the 6 in my 2 rooms complained of abuse from the only state operated senior care facility in BC, Holy Family. Run by the Catholic Church.


You can't make this shit up. One guy was all up and writing his affidavit against the nurse who had thrown him down the stairs at Holy Family and caused his hip surgery. The other was whimpering from trauma for 18 hrs till I left, saying things like, never.... been.... treated.... like .... this.... to the nurses who all tried to shuffle her pillows and dismiss her. There was no question this woman had experienced some deep trauma and abuse. I have no idea if she had surgery. Recovering from surgery did not sound like that with the other 2. I never saw this woman at all, even though she was directly across from me. She was Filipino IMO by her accent. Very sad and troubling.


The first guy who was in front of me got wheeled out after wheezing the death rattle all night that hip transplant number 2 mistook as snoring. My first night was comforted by the most angelic perfect nurse that I adored. BUT! During the night, under cover of darkness, I was visited by an old cronish woman with big dark bags under her eyes and badly pinned shoulder length grey hair who loomed down at me from a skeletal frame and said nothing. I confronted her away from the etheric two step I was on via the morphine. I can jump in and out of worlds very quickly. I asked what her name was. I think she said, Dr. Carr? She continued to give me that mengele puppet cold glare, which reminded me of Dr. Marmoreo and other MK doctors over the years. She turned around and left. Not a few minutes after, ANOTHER out of place, non duty, older woman comes for a peak a boo. She was rotund and busty with a pointy hair cut that looked like a huge Egyptian wig. She turned around as soon as I practically yelled at her when I asked what her name was, at the foot of the bed.


The real MK Gawkers? You tell me. I posit two things. Mk Ultra Girl is being tracked. There are files. Red light came on. Handlers get curious. OR the electro spectre meters were spiking and they traced that to me. Maybe a bit of both. It hardly matters.


In any case, while I slipped into the other dimensions, I was liberating souls everywhere on that floor. I have no idea the extent of my work since I could only remember the first instances in and out of these opium door ways. My presence interrupted the food for fodder cycle, was noticed and measured. These frequencies are in fact completely monitored via any backdoor super computer system. It is the basis of THIS reality and it is crumbling. It is a good thing when it falls away completely. Do not believe anyone who says it is for your own good. They are lying to you. Do not wait to be offered a way out. If that happens you are hooped. RUN.


Escape from 9C post op occurred at noon on day 3. I suffered an array of more clone than human drs, nurses and the countless other names they have for these positions come filtering through with their wide eyed hypnotic attempts to ensnare you, poke you, prod you. They love asking leading questions and nodding at you at the same time. It would be funny if it weren't so sinister. Literally like a stock photo of a gen X doctor, perfect teeth, long blond shag cut with frosty tips, white lab coast and scope, this woman gives me a prescription for morphine and tells me to fill it before I go home. DON'T WAIT!

I had all these scripts lying on the floor until I cleaned them up and threw them in the garbage. Now, I am writing an ebook: How to navigate the Canadian medical system and come out ahead, with your head. This would all be a great story if it weren't true. Why write stories, the truth is so much better. Mk Ultra Girl is truly holding all the cards.

Next month, I am launching a 10 year Ultra Grrl world tour, book series, art show and advertising agency. Keep up your spirits. And don't forget to donate, connect and comment.

Ellen Atkin
Heir of Creation
7th level old Priest
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Monday, July 17, 2017

Fake News - What it Truly Is

FAKE NEWS! - The latest, look over there, something shiny MK slide.

This Mk Ultra Girl grew up with a father whose hero/ guru/ colleague was Marshall McLuhan. Whenever us kids responded to an ad we had seen or heard, my father was quick to slam dunk our wish to believe whatever they were trying to sell. Nothing was free. Nothing was true. Media itself is a lie. The medium is the message.

In grade 5 (which would have been grade 4 for everyone else, since I skipped it), we were tasked with an assignment to write a project on a famous person. I picked Marshall McLuhan, since my Dad knew him. My Dad loved this idea since it would draw him closer to his idol.

There I was, some weeks later, sitting in our car beside Marshall McLuhan in the back seat of our family car. I asked him, "why are you famous?"

Silence. He stared straight ahead while I sat right beside him and he did not answer me. Interview was over. I do remember, however, that a very negative, dark energy gripped the whole car while he pulled this stunt on me.

My opinion now?: he was a satanic high priest of the Jesuit order and he was, in fact, showing me and telling me why he was famous. They are required to tell you what they are doing in order to gain your consent right? That is what MM was doing, IMO.

I am sure that won't go over well with the it crowd of LLL (liberal, lefty, luciferian) metrosexual ad execs and illuminated literati of Canada. Did that ever stop me?

ANYWAY.. back to nowadays.. Fake news is and has always been, fake news. It is all fake. I thought you knew that.

Truth in Advertising - fake. It is a joke. No such thing. Ever.
Honor among Thieves - fake. Bertolt Brecht wrote the line in sarcasm.
The Revolution will not be Televised - fake. see truth in Advertising.

Handy Tips to get your facts straight:

Do not dismiss any news site/ publication for useful information. Even the most discredited source can have the nugget you were looking for in it.

Do not blindly accept any news source to give you the truth because they are a) well paid, b) a large corporation, c) connected to the government, d) commonly trusted professionals (doctors, lawyers... ) You get the picture.

Conclusion: You have been fooled all along. Now you are being fooled again with Fake News! I have seen info illiterates decry "fake news!" on FB like it's the new battle cry of redemption. It is getting more obvious, but what is obvious to those who never sought the truth in the first place? You must be seeking the truth, otherwise, you are just a pawn in the Media game in the medium.

Problem is, most people, do not want to hear the truth, especially from the people who know it. They all want it to come from the fake real to be believed. If you can't/won't do it, they will do it for you, is their motto. The left does this all the time to grassroots political movements. This is the essence of co intel pro. counter opposition, lateral aggression, THE JOKE IS OVER! THE GAME IS OVER!

TRUTH WINS! ALWAYS HAS! ALWAYS WILL!

Sunday, July 9, 2017

INCOMING! MK Merc, Craig Sawyer wants YOUR money!

I'd been seeing this guys mug on the net for a while. IMO, like all the alt. vet. sites, you can't trust em.

Here is what he is doing: https://donorbox.org/shine-the-light

"Help V4CR raise funds to produce the documentary that will expose the dark world of pedophile rings, human sex trafficking and other child abuse."

This has got to be the most pathetic pitch. For one thing, there are already 1000's of vids on you tube about this. The world does not another glossy doc. about pedo gate. So you want to give your money to making a movie?

FYI: There are multitudes of REAL activists that have been working in this field for years, that A) never ask for your money, B) would never be so foolish to think making a movie will solve anything and will be happy when this latest deep state teletubby offering is pulled back into the bases.


So, who died and made you the boss, macho man? YOU DO NOT get to claim the narrative of tru survivors. We don't want your help!

Apparently he is going to use YOUR money you donated to hire a lawyer to try to silence real survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse and trauma based mind control on children. Yeh, that is right. I just read it on his FB page. That is all anyone should need to pick up the trail.

Think Ken Okeefe, think Kevin Annett, think all the new age operatives, think co intel pro, think counter opposition, think snake oil salesman. THINK!

This is the media babe, the last frontier, not your little target zone. You shine the light. That is right. You shine that light... boy.

Friday, June 9, 2017

The Paradox of Life: Headbutting the Time Lords, Creativity Innernet

Efforts to extract/ instruct from the matrix are only real in so far as they are experienced by the collective.

One may deny consent till the cows come home but realistically one cannot go beyond the barrier shields of the collective consciousness while here on earth or you are consenting to a personal victim/ abuser cycle. If you are not controlling your field, someone/ thing else is. There is no Normal, no stationary OK place where you can be at ease without awareness. Your awareness is the currency. It flows. 

Sure i can get out with my spirit, but that is not why I am here. I do not need to write down my dreams, they come to me when i need them, i do not need to practice any sort of trance bliss projection spiritualism. that is boring. i have a job to do. Those teaching these things are teaching distractions and are thus, as the bible warns, things to avoid.

Most people hit the barriers and collapse back in grief, fear, hopelessness, or insert ANY viable designer mind program here... because all those bad feelings are programs from real torture victims projected back at you. so if you cant deal with them and put the physical effort into transforming untwisting realigning your multi d bodies, you are just running out of gas on a conveyor belt to soul annihilation. and yes. it is that bad.

insert fire and brimstone preaching here...

to positively impact change, personal motivation must switch to breaking down those shields and then we enter into the time wars. most people who are on one side or another of any issue are not doing that. so they are doing nothing in actuality to penetrate the shield wall and liberate humanity.

Individual explanations are time wasters, yet called for and necessary for some.

Welcome to the secret space.

Know that there is an army ready to fight this battle and the bellringers are on a time limit.

Personally, I am creating the innernet of selects who get it and we are creating the matrix back up system, holding the demiurge at bay, until it is at max threshold and then Kabloozieee... Field one engaged. These are steps out for humanity.

If you are not walking the red road, the middle path, humbly revering supreme, down with the people, one love, you are walking toward soul annihilation.

Supreme being has your back. Many many times it says in the Bible to not fear. more than just kind platitudes. All actionable fear feeds your own soul lineage annihilation.

Keep you head up and start head butting the time lords. They are waiting for you. It is generally not a very comfortable feeling. That is why it is hidden from most. But now it is time to let the secret knowledge of ancient power and wisdom out.

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Saturday, April 22, 2017

How to Reverse Target. FINALLY


so why is everyone ready to kill themselves?
because its the best time of the year.

try to lift your spirits and shine and the "beams" get occulated over you with sine waves.

So? Here.

Recognize that. It is not you, it's them.

Capture the moment in time with your super conscoius knowingness mind. put the thing on notice so to speak and spin the wheel of the mandela.

Fuck that shit. Call the game. The thing is a frequency. Grab it. follow it back and nuetralize the shit.

We are all only worms in this form. there is nothing we are supposed to be do or get. or become.

No one or thing has the right to interfere with you.

Personally, I send out sheet lighting with my mind, clipping off these nasty nasty lies and deceptions through all dimensions.

If you just realize this thing and help along with the task then the shearing will become easier.

I get it, my mom had to live with this shit and it was the saddest thing and I am so sorry I could not have been more help, but we were all in the dark. Deceived, shocked, blanked spaced. Within these spaces lies the receptors for the outside frequencies which are only first created by these trauma frequencies in the first place, which means, it is mine, it came from me and others like me.

Fooled ya! See. There is nothing really going on. It is a loop, groundhog day, all fueled by the bouncing frequency ball.

Do not forget Joe Marshalla's universal law of repeatlessness. No 2 moments in time are alike, ever, thru the dimensional portals because they are being changed by observation and a whole set of laws that are real laws is engaged. Not these stupid earth laws.

Hope that helps. I have to do some chores.

Mk Ultra Girl. com



Thursday, April 6, 2017

False Prophets of Cultural and Economic Recovery

There will not be a cultural or economic renaissance. 
I have been warning against this since Jan. 2016. 
This reset/ collapse is only a ruse to get you to go along with the next phase of end time prophesy. 
During this initiatory time, people will either hear the truth, get right with creator God, or be devoured in the ages old demonic tricks of soul stealing/annihilation. 
I am sorry that none of us ever got to enjoy life on this earth as awake and aware and untargeted people but the truth is, we will only know those times in heaven through our spirits with a solid truthful knowing connection to creator God. 
Satan mirrors creator God's every creation because this is Satan's world. 
I am here to warn people and save as many souls as is the mission of us time lords. 
There will be a time soon approaching when i will not be able to preach the gospel as was foretold in the bible. 
When every last soul that can be saved will be saved, the EVENT, will happen. the fallout will see those deceived rushing to the wrong saviours. 
The deception runs through the new age communities, all religions and all societal institutions.

We are often confronted with those taken over by the little g gods of this world, with those who cleave to the system - to the world as it is in it's lie of a form. 
We can pray against the oncoming handlers like Ann Diamond and Cathy Fox Blog who identify their form with that of the world. 
We can warn them, but only creator God knows the ultimate plan for these lost souls.  
We can run the gauntlet of the info war but ultimately you will come to this conclusion or you will be absorbed into the death eater system of timeline genocide, as Andrew Bartsiz puts it. 
That would be the timeline of your own soul exsistance.
People constantly deny the very reality of their own soul operating in a human form. 
This form is not meant to ASS END. It is the worm. It is the stolen rib of the still sleeping Adam. Only our soul inside (spirit) can see through this with a connection to Creator God which was made clear by the birth of the first unlawfully created DNA entwined being, Jesus, the first born son of the lying little g god. Lucifer/Eve/Mary/Lillith/Nefertiti on and on. Wouldn't he know?
Thanks to Dr. Scott McQuate's research on this subject for clarifying the mystery. 
It has been groundhog day since the beginning of time on this earth rock. 
When you die, you become unentwined. You may choose to come back through willingness or deception but it is all the same day.
Identify your soul and claim it as Creator God's family. 
Just do it and keep doing it.
Entrain your intuition with your being to that conscious claim. 
I know how well deceived one can be. Trust me on that. 

When all the timelines collapse into one, singularity as the false prophets call it, we will experience the EVENT.
Good Luck. 
Ellen Atkin
aka
MK Ultra Girl