Tuesday, October 24, 2017

MK Ultra Girl Vs. MK Gawkers


I know, I know, the world falls to pieces when I don't post, so here it is, in my humanitarian effort to save the world from itself. Many reasons: New Mandate - No more free digital content (this post excluded); exodusing Fedbook and thus the soul eating treason (personal picadillos and offenses included) among so called friends (I pinged off the alt alt alt mk crowd agenda); and the biggy - ankle and foot surgery. 

Yup, that is right. I had a total ankle replacement, plus 2 foot fusions and a bunion removal. Now some of you might ask, why? How did that happen? Well, most definitively, it happened when my so called best friend bucked me off her horse when I was 15. She was jealous of me and I was so MK beguiled, it took me 40 years to finally blame her for it. She did feel bad about it but she also confessed she didn't know why she did it. More of that "something came over me" thing. Digressing, it was her family who introduced me to my first boyfriend. Her mother and his mother were good friends. Both of them having tossed their husbands in the early stages of marriage. Both daughters of eastern European immigrants. These people were and still are typical of left leaning ideological sociopaths who consider nothing too great to stand in the way of their own entitlement to creature comforts - bonus points for cult of personality social groups. 

The boyfriend encouraged me to have sex with other men almost immediately into our relationship. This included his best friend, his brother and random strangers. His self involved sister actually wrote a book about her life which included being sexually abused by their father. Funny, because her brother told me that she had sexually abused him. I wonder if that made the book? Their father died in a scuba diving scenario. Ruled suicide but apparently, that is not what other people thought, according to the boy. 

So, when I think of how off balance I was for 40 years, how pained I was, how contorted, I think of them. These people who seemed to make it a mission to interfere in my life trajectory at all costs. But the snake in the grass did not begin there, nor did it end there. They were merely the first manifestations of mass generational MK I encountered outside my natal family. 

Not abstractly at all, the surgery has provided opportunity to revisit trauma on the deepest levels. This is essential for healing both physically and somatically.  There is a fringe benefit side effect that involves the entire system decoiling from trauma. Make no bones, I have the most intense type of trauma and distortion stored in my body and my head. (new age cults call them etheric implants) This is just the beginning (start at the bottom), but the effects are so encouraging, I am so happy. 

People need to stop making excuses for their own state of MK infirmaries and contortions. When I was part of the LLL (liberal, lefty, luciferian) social idealism crowd (family extending into social world - worse in the east), I gave over my own instincts, good judgement, inner knowing, logic and reason to this pluralist fantasy which was created entirely to deflect blame from the guilty onto the victims. It carries on explosively today. Check out any narrative in politics, education, healthcare and media. 

People don't realize this fantasy was engineered into hyperdrive by the Nazis/ Jezzie/ Messie triumverate (ruling North America) to control my generation. Of course, this MK slide was always in play throughout the aeons via occult rule by the rod of iron, adminned through the fallen bloodlines. Bloodlines are cursed with ancestral oaths to this mission to hell. 
The one, the only, MK Ultra Girl, aka, Ultra Girl, Ultra Grrl, MK Ultra Grrl

Any one in this programme from anywhere near 1962 was HARD CORE programmed. Its a different ball of wax from the methods used today but is the basis for all. They had to get the frequency windows from someone. If you have been paying attention all this time, you will know that I referred to these essences as "trapped soul sparks" in discovery. Fractals, fragments, alters are all the same. 

I posit that time was distorted this way. Through living souls. So, if I can wake up to it, why can't you? If the entire reality in which you live is being presented to you as a fraud using your own frequency, does it not stand to reason that you can own it and completely disengage it and start controlling it yourself? It is an action that must be taken. It is not a hope, a belief or ideology. 

The greatest impediment to being a grounded realist with control and power over ones life (and thus a chance at happiness), appears to be the unwillingness of everyday people to see the affects of their own co option by the culture of MK, in their social groups, in their families, in their generations. They will invent another sociological phenomenon rather than face the truth. Nothing gets solved. 


Good chance this is my father in the chair with Mengele on his right.
same hairline, same head tilt, same hands, same ears

I hope that I made a clear point by using my own life as an example. I can do that on 1,000's of fronts because I am one of the greatest social experiments of the age. Not just me though, my sister, mother, father and brother. Why me? Why us? It happened to most of the messengers sent to guide the unveiling, the generationally cursed, all negative blood types (something special about something), and anyone else who farted their opposition to the standard shit eating MK Nazi Commie, LLL attempt to capture the spirits, hearts & minds of man through the last window of time and of course, the consenters. 

These shit eaters do describe my own family. My sister is lost beyond almost all hope in an MK haze of max dosages of 8 different meds, but not her handlers- my aunt Joan has stepped into that role as though she owns it. My Aunt Joan was my mother's twin sister. Twins. Twin town. Mengele. google it. So this seemingly innocent gabbler of clucking,  "I don't knows", can't seem to get her story straight. But I do know that my mother never received one dime from her family who inherited a farm, land, income, business & livelihood from the legacy of her Crunican father and Bourbeau mother. Not one dime. 

It carries on today as the Crunican Brothers apple orchard in London Ontario. All inherited. But they were very insistent on letting me know how much they worked for what they got when I appealed to them to help my mother. They had a guilty front story all set up way back in the 90's. Even my father and sister appealed to them to help my mother in the 2000's. But no, they complained about having to store her furniture in the barn for free when she was homeless. They kept everything, except the things I sent my friend to retrieve. None of the items of my childhood from the farm were there. Something tells me they are in the house now. They were incredibly stingy with my mother when she asked for simple items like a cedar chest. 

The disgraceful ignorance of these people does not end there. Bernice Crunican came to my sister's 50th birthday party that I arranged, with nothing but scowls and scorn. I have no idea what lies this woman has been fed or been feeding others, but I do know she arrogantly asserted that the Bourbon name and the Bourbeau name have nothing to do with each other. Because no one wants to know that these seemingly humble quakeresque roman catholics , are stealing inheritances and trying to hide their tracks. 

Aunt Joan finally got her payout after Pat Crunican died. Apparently she got a very large sum. Pay off? That was a long wait.. But well worth it, I guess, because the kids got the house and she got a condo. Oh and my sister got a vaccuum. 

Now the Atkin's are not quite as bad.. not quite. The only remnant of mild truth acknowledgment comes from one cousin who as it turns out is a negative blood. The rest not. My aunt is also my godmother; a reluctant one. She married my dad's brother Jim Atkin, who was an 0 negative. I wonder if that means my dad was too? She wouldn't tell the truth if her life depended on it. Except for the info on blood types she is as mute as Aunt Joan (both of them are retired nurses). No memories either! How convenient. No opinions. Just another old broad trying to play me, like I can't tell.

Both of these lines used my mother as the scapegoat in understanding my family and projecting a dialectic to the world and (most ridiculously, to me). All of it was lies. My mother was an excellent person. She was the best. There was nothing in her character that deserved derision. She was loving, kind, funny, compassionate and giving. But both of these lines insist that my father was the one to be pitied and my mother was the cause of all our troubles. Well, I don't think it was my mother who drove us to the MK testing labs or beat us black and blue. Another thing these simple folk need to understand is that my father NEVER liked them. He mocked them all. Truth sucks eh?

Back to healing. That is what I am doing. I felt relief even as I awoke from the anesthetic. Already, I see and feel my body realigning. My surgeon was excellent, is excellent. The best apparently. My GP, on the other hand is not. I keep him because he is a nice guy, but as far as being a doctor, he does wear a white lab coat. 

Here is a good story for all you MK gawkers. So, clearly, I had to put my trust in the medical process or I wasn't going to get fixed. MK ultra girl is public. I don't hide it for my children (don't have any), to protect my blah blah blah.. because I don't have any of that culpability. I am financially independent because I own and operate my own business. FYI all you tenderized flakes, nobody gives a shit. Just because I am mk ultra girl doesn't mean that I can't cut a deal or look after myself or tell the world where to go. This marginalized dissonance has to stop. There are lots of high functioning survivors, but most of them are scared of the truth for one reason or another. Let me give you an example or 3. 

It has been 2 years (Oct. 2015) since MK ultra girl discovery. When I say that I mean, the day I saw that picture and recognized myself. I call that MK ultra girl discovery. I had been flirting in on line discourse before that trying to investigate my mother's involvement as a patient of Ewan Cameron in the Sleep Therapy Programme in Montreal in the 50's at the Allen Memorial institute at Royal Victoria Hospital at McGill university funded by both Health Canada and the education ministry and the CIA. 


This is my Mother, Emma Jane Crunican. 

in 2013, I saw my mother in this clip of an Infowars produced movie and made numerous attempts to contact the writers and Infowars. 
 Nothing. Not one reply. When I saw myself in that picture, I made another attempt to contact an alt media outlet that I perceived at the time to have some merit. Nothing. not a word. So it would seem these alt alt alt media types making news with mk stories don't really want to hear from the survivors.  I reply to every contact I get. Interference? Now, the duo I contacted after discovery were these the same people who made this. 



How do you pronounce that name? Creators Aaron Dykes and Melissa Dykes already knew who I was before concocting this vid using a nice big cameo of me in the opening. Dyke as in Dickhead? Or Dyke as in lesbian? Fully willing to spring off my content, not willing to acknowledge the real deal.

But you can't single them out or any of the American alt alt alt media anti heros, the Canadian fringe bangers were no better. Ann Diamond was so emotionally invested in her content, she took it as competition when she learned of discovery. As though my revelation was somehow overshadowing her story. All MK stories had to be vetted by her apparently. It was so pathetic.


The only other copyright abuser (other than the 1000's of usages before discovery) is a contact through Ann Diamond, the ubiquitous, Cathy Fox Blog: Anonymous serial clerk on a questionable crusade to tell other peoples abuse stories. Other than that, I receive sporadic and limited contact from actual survivors; Not one turn from ANY media, alt or otherwise. Yet the story is so obvious you would have to be "living in an MK world" to not see it. What does that tell you about the actual state of inquiry? It is all MK gawkers.


2 years of more, that's where the files went!, Netflicks sci fi dramas; mainstream rehashing of the same front story; grandkids of survivors doing performance art via Canadian Art Establishment cliquedom; Dance! and a rash of rapper trash and gangstah swag, alt media playing in step & and some people working on lawsuits. I am all in favour of lawsuits, I just think that there are other more effective methods of dealing with this as well.

Uncle Paul Crunican trying to be affectionate.

But I digress, the real mk gawker story happened in the OR recovery at St. Paul's Hospital. FYI, Paul / St. Paul/ Saul / Apollonius of Tyana, was the anti christ, so get over it. Also, my mother's brother was Father Paul Crunican and people thought of him as a saint. Yes, he was so saintly he would visit my mother every few years and give her 50 dollars whist he bulked up over 200k in cash that mostly went to the Roman Catholic church after he died. Other than that he was a mute shit eater to me.
I was a confirmed atheist so I had none of the Father Paul BS, I called him uncle Paul. They were complicit in something that is for sure. They covered a crime and my mother was the fall guy. It was essential that she remained on drugs, shocked and afraid for her life. They all supported that. Aunt Joan, her own twin sister, worked against her. She even went out with my mom's ex fiance and conveniently didn't tell me when I asked about him. This mysterious ex fiance killed himself. My father would gloat over this on rare occasion.

A distant older generation relative told me he heard my parents met in a mental institute. Curiously, the evidence would support that this could very well be true. COMPLETE denial of this tale from both sides of the family. What exact koolaid are they on?


I woke up from the unaesthetic at 100%. I was positively punchy. My nurse beside me was awesome with the straw and the water. I was so thirsty! I saw a lifeless slight Chinese woman across from me. I was right beside a street drug woman, they really meddle with you at that stage. No attempts to privatize the gritty details. There is definitely a concerted consensual thing going on there. I wonder if straight people realize that most hospital patients are already sick and dying. There is definatly a food for the fodder aspect to it.


Both of my intake nurses were surprised that I was not on any medication. That is why it is so hard to get help in Canada. The system is full of lab rats who have already given their consent (or become ensnared as my mother was) to the medical/ pharma kill factories. It is the guinea pigs who get the treatment. If you can still breath, doctors say you are fine and kick you out of their office. I had to yell at mine after 4 years of complaining and xrays for him to give me a referral. There was no way in hell I was going to accept that every step I take till the end was going to be painful. So, I was really happy when I awoke. I could feel things improving immediately.


I am not sure, if they lumped me in with the worst cases on purpose or if every single patient was the same, but 2 out of the 6 in my 2 rooms complained of abuse from the only state operated senior care facility in BC, Holy Family. Run by the Catholic Church.


You can't make this shit up. One guy was all up and writing his affidavit against the nurse who had thrown him down the stairs at Holy Family and caused his hip surgery. The other was whimpering from trauma for 18 hrs till I left, saying things like, never.... been.... treated.... like .... this.... to the nurses who all tried to shuffle her pillows and dismiss her. There was no question this woman had experienced some deep trauma and abuse. I have no idea if she had surgery. Recovering from surgery did not sound like that with the other 2. I never saw this woman at all, even though she was directly across from me. She was Filipino IMO by her accent. Very sad and troubling.


The first guy who was in front of me got wheeled out after wheezing the death rattle all night that hip transplant number 2 mistook as snoring. My first night was comforted by the most angelic perfect nurse that I adored. BUT! During the night, under cover of darkness, I was visited by an old cronish woman with big dark bags under her eyes and badly pinned shoulder length grey hair who loomed down at me from a skeletal frame and said nothing. I confronted her away from the etheric two step I was on via the morphine. I can jump in and out of worlds very quickly. I asked what her name was. I think she said, Dr. Carr? She continued to give me that mengele puppet cold glare, which reminded me of Dr. Marmoreo and other MK doctors over the years. She turned around and left. Not a few minutes after, ANOTHER out of place, non duty, older woman comes for a peak a boo. She was rotund and busty with a pointy hair cut that looked like a huge Egyptian wig. She turned around as soon as I practically yelled at her when I asked what her name was, at the foot of the bed.


The real MK Gawkers? You tell me. I posit two things. Mk Ultra Girl is being tracked. There are files. Red light came on. Handlers get curious. OR the electro spectre meters were spiking and they traced that to me. Maybe a bit of both. It hardly matters.


In any case, while I slipped into the other dimensions, I was liberating souls everywhere on that floor. I have no idea the extent of my work since I could only remember the first instances in and out of these opium door ways. My presence interrupted the food for fodder cycle, was noticed and measured. These frequencies are in fact completely monitored via any backdoor super computer system. It is the basis of THIS reality and it is crumbling. It is a good thing when it falls away completely. Do not believe anyone who says it is for your own good. They are lying to you. Do not wait to be offered a way out. If that happens you are hooped. RUN.


Escape from 9C post op occurred at noon on day 3. I suffered an array of more clone than human drs, nurses and the countless other names they have for these positions come filtering through with their wide eyed hypnotic attempts to ensnare you, poke you, prod you. They love asking leading questions and nodding at you at the same time. It would be funny if it weren't so sinister. Literally like a stock photo of a gen X doctor, perfect teeth, long blond shag cut with frosty tips, white lab coast and scope, this woman gives me a prescription for morphine and tells me to fill it before I go home. DON'T WAIT!

I had all these scripts lying on the floor until I cleaned them up and threw them in the garbage. Now, I am writing an ebook: How to navigate the Canadian medical system and come out ahead, with your head. This would all be a great story if it weren't true. Why write stories, the truth is so much better. Mk Ultra Girl is truly holding all the cards.

Next month, I am launching a 10 year Ultra Grrl world tour, book series, art show and advertising agency. Keep up your spirits. And don't forget to donate, connect and comment.

Ellen Atkin
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Monday, July 17, 2017

Fake News - What it Truly Is

FAKE NEWS! - The latest, look over there, something shiny MK slide.

This Mk Ultra Girl grew up with a father whose hero/ guru/ colleague was Marshall McLuhan. Whenever us kids responded to an ad we had seen or heard, my father was quick to slam dunk our wish to believe whatever they were trying to sell. Nothing was free. Nothing was true. Media itself is a lie. The medium is the message.

In grade 5 (which would have been grade 4 for everyone else, since I skipped it), we were tasked with an assignment to write a project on a famous person. I picked Marshall McLuhan, since my Dad knew him. My Dad loved this idea since it would draw him closer to his idol.

There I was, some weeks later, sitting in our car beside Marshall McLuhan in the back seat of our family car. I asked him, "why are you famous?"

Silence. He stared straight ahead while I sat right beside him and he did not answer me. Interview was over. I do remember, however, that a very negative, dark energy gripped the whole car while he pulled this stunt on me.

My opinion now?: he was a satanic high priest of the Jesuit order and he was, in fact, showing me and telling me why he was famous. They are required to tell you what they are doing in order to gain your consent right? That is what MM was doing, IMO.

I am sure that won't go over well with the it crowd of LLL (liberal, lefty, luciferian) metrosexual ad execs and illuminated literati of Canada. Did that ever stop me?

ANYWAY.. back to nowadays.. Fake news is and has always been, fake news. It is all fake. I thought you knew that.

Truth in Advertising - fake. It is a joke. No such thing. Ever.
Honor among Thieves - fake. Bertolt Brecht wrote the line in sarcasm.
The Revolution will not be Televised - fake. see truth in Advertising.

Handy Tips to get your facts straight:

Do not dismiss any news site/ publication for useful information. Even the most discredited source can have the nugget you were looking for in it.

Do not blindly accept any news source to give you the truth because they are a) well paid, b) a large corporation, c) connected to the government, d) commonly trusted professionals (doctors, lawyers... ) You get the picture.

Conclusion: You have been fooled all along. Now you are being fooled again with Fake News! I have seen info illiterates decry "fake news!" on FB like it's the new battle cry of redemption. It is getting more obvious, but what is obvious to those who never sought the truth in the first place? You must be seeking the truth, otherwise, you are just a pawn in the Media game in the medium.

Problem is, most people, do not want to hear the truth, especially from the people who know it. They all want it to come from the fake real to be believed. If you can't/won't do it, they will do it for you, is their motto. The left does this all the time to grassroots political movements. This is the essence of co intel pro. counter opposition, lateral aggression, THE JOKE IS OVER! THE GAME IS OVER!

TRUTH WINS! ALWAYS HAS! ALWAYS WILL!

Sunday, July 9, 2017

INCOMING! MK Merc, Craig Sawyer wants YOUR money!

I'd been seeing this guys mug on the net for a while. IMO, like all the alt. vet. sites, you can't trust em.

Here is what he is doing: https://donorbox.org/shine-the-light

"Help V4CR raise funds to produce the documentary that will expose the dark world of pedophile rings, human sex trafficking and other child abuse."

This has got to be the most pathetic pitch. For one thing, there are already 1000's of vids on you tube about this. The world does not another glossy doc. about pedo gate. So you want to give your money to making a movie?

FYI: There are multitudes of REAL activists that have been working in this field for years, that A) never ask for your money, B) would never be so foolish to think making a movie will solve anything and will be happy when this latest deep state teletubby offering is pulled back into the bases.


So, who died and made you the boss, macho man? YOU DO NOT get to claim the narrative of tru survivors. We don't want your help!

Apparently he is going to use YOUR money you donated to hire a lawyer to try to silence real survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse and trauma based mind control on children. Yeh, that is right. I just read it on his FB page. That is all anyone should need to pick up the trail.

Think Ken Okeefe, think Kevin Annett, think all the new age operatives, think co intel pro, think counter opposition, think snake oil salesman. THINK!

This is the media babe, the last frontier, not your little target zone. You shine the light. That is right. You shine that light... boy.

Friday, June 9, 2017

The Paradox of Life: Headbutting the Time Lords, Creativity Innernet

Efforts to extract/ instruct from the matrix are only real in so far as they are experienced by the collective.

One may deny consent till the cows come home but realistically one cannot go beyond the barrier shields of the collective consciousness while here on earth or you are consenting to a personal victim/ abuser cycle. If you are not controlling your field, someone/ thing else is. There is no Normal, no stationary OK place where you can be at ease without awareness. Your awareness is the currency. It flows. 

Sure i can get out with my spirit, but that is not why I am here. I do not need to write down my dreams, they come to me when i need them, i do not need to practice any sort of trance bliss projection spiritualism. that is boring. i have a job to do. Those teaching these things are teaching distractions and are thus, as the bible warns, things to avoid.

Most people hit the barriers and collapse back in grief, fear, hopelessness, or insert ANY viable designer mind program here... because all those bad feelings are programs from real torture victims projected back at you. so if you cant deal with them and put the physical effort into transforming untwisting realigning your multi d bodies, you are just running out of gas on a conveyor belt to soul annihilation. and yes. it is that bad.

insert fire and brimstone preaching here...

to positively impact change, personal motivation must switch to breaking down those shields and then we enter into the time wars. most people who are on one side or another of any issue are not doing that. so they are doing nothing in actuality to penetrate the shield wall and liberate humanity.

Individual explanations are time wasters, yet called for and necessary for some.

Welcome to the secret space.

Know that there is an army ready to fight this battle and the bellringers are on a time limit.

Personally, I am creating the innernet of selects who get it and we are creating the matrix back up system, holding the demiurge at bay, until it is at max threshold and then Kabloozieee... Field one engaged. These are steps out for humanity.

If you are not walking the red road, the middle path, humbly revering supreme, down with the people, one love, you are walking toward soul annihilation.

Supreme being has your back. Many many times it says in the Bible to not fear. more than just kind platitudes. All actionable fear feeds your own soul lineage annihilation.

Keep you head up and start head butting the time lords. They are waiting for you. It is generally not a very comfortable feeling. That is why it is hidden from most. But now it is time to let the secret knowledge of ancient power and wisdom out.

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Saturday, April 22, 2017

How to Reverse Target. FINALLY


so why is everyone ready to kill themselves?
because its the best time of the year.

try to lift your spirits and shine and the "beams" get occulated over you with sine waves.

So? Here.

Recognize that. It is not you, it's them.

Capture the moment in time with your super conscoius knowingness mind. put the thing on notice so to speak and spin the wheel of the mandela.

Fuck that shit. Call the game. The thing is a frequency. Grab it. follow it back and nuetralize the shit.

We are all only worms in this form. there is nothing we are supposed to be do or get. or become.

No one or thing has the right to interfere with you.

Personally, I send out sheet lighting with my mind, clipping off these nasty nasty lies and deceptions through all dimensions.

If you just realize this thing and help along with the task then the shearing will become easier.

I get it, my mom had to live with this shit and it was the saddest thing and I am so sorry I could not have been more help, but we were all in the dark. Deceived, shocked, blanked spaced. Within these spaces lies the receptors for the outside frequencies which are only first created by these trauma frequencies in the first place, which means, it is mine, it came from me and others like me.

Fooled ya! See. There is nothing really going on. It is a loop, groundhog day, all fueled by the bouncing frequency ball.

Do not forget Joe Marshalla's universal law of repeatlessness. No 2 moments in time are alike, ever, thru the dimensional portals because they are being changed by observation and a whole set of laws that are real laws is engaged. Not these stupid earth laws.

Hope that helps. I have to do some chores.

Mk Ultra Girl. com



Thursday, April 6, 2017

False Prophets of Cultural and Economic Recovery

There will not be a cultural or economic renaissance. 
I have been warning against this since Jan. 2016. 
This reset/ collapse is only a ruse to get you to go along with the next phase of end time prophesy. 
During this initiatory time, people will either hear the truth, get right with creator God, or be devoured in the ages old demonic tricks of soul stealing/annihilation. 
I am sorry that none of us ever got to enjoy life on this earth as awake and aware and untargeted people but the truth is, we will only know those times in heaven through our spirits with a solid truthful knowing connection to creator God. 
Satan mirrors creator God's every creation because this is Satan's world. 
I am here to warn people and save as many souls as is the mission of us time lords. 
There will be a time soon approaching when i will not be able to preach the gospel as was foretold in the bible. 
When every last soul that can be saved will be saved, the EVENT, will happen. the fallout will see those deceived rushing to the wrong saviours. 
The deception runs through the new age communities, all religions and all societal institutions.

We are often confronted with those taken over by the little g gods of this world, with those who cleave to the system - to the world as it is in it's lie of a form. 
We can pray against the oncoming handlers like Ann Diamond and Cathy Fox Blog who identify their form with that of the world. 
We can warn them, but only creator God knows the ultimate plan for these lost souls.  
We can run the gauntlet of the info war but ultimately you will come to this conclusion or you will be absorbed into the death eater system of timeline genocide, as Andrew Bartsiz puts it. 
That would be the timeline of your own soul exsistance.
People constantly deny the very reality of their own soul operating in a human form. 
This form is not meant to ASS END. It is the worm. It is the stolen rib of the still sleeping Adam. Only our soul inside (spirit) can see through this with a connection to Creator God which was made clear by the birth of the first unlawfully created DNA entwined being, Jesus, the first born son of the lying little g god. Lucifer/Eve/Mary/Lillith/Nefertiti on and on. Wouldn't he know?
Thanks to Dr. Scott McQuate's research on this subject for clarifying the mystery. 
It has been groundhog day since the beginning of time on this earth rock. 
When you die, you become unentwined. You may choose to come back through willingness or deception but it is all the same day.
Identify your soul and claim it as Creator God's family. 
Just do it and keep doing it.
Entrain your intuition with your being to that conscious claim. 
I know how well deceived one can be. Trust me on that. 

When all the timelines collapse into one, singularity as the false prophets call it, we will experience the EVENT.
Good Luck. 
Ellen Atkin
aka
MK Ultra Girl

Monday, February 6, 2017

Health Food and Politics

Health Food and Politics
Originally Published 2010

If you are in good health, you respond better, you think better, you feel better. If you are not in good health, you feel depressed, slow, achy, or worse yet, you may have a disease. What is the difference? How do you get from one polarity to the other? Who fault is it? Whose responsibility is it? 

 
Well, you can blame the government for letting genetically modified frankenfoods slip into our food supply unlabelled and untested. You can blame Monsanto for creating them. You can blame some undisclosed sentient being (s?) for spraying hazardous chemicals into the air through contrail emissions. You can blame the government for adding fluoride to the water. You can blame pharmaceutical companies for their sick making drugs and vaccines. You can blame your doctor for prescribing them. You can blame mainstream media for underreporting all these facts because their bosses are members of the same club promoting these bizarre and inhumane practices. Let’s not leave out factory farming either. 
 

I called a Canadian Senator’s office recently (Art Eggleton) to protest the passing of bill C-6, which rolls over portions of Canada’s sovereignty to an international body, (the World Health Organization and the Food and Agricultural Organization) and engaged in a little debate with the secretary. She asked me if I wanted Canada to become the dumping ground for substandard international products, like milk, baby bottles and something else she assumed I needed. I told her I didn’t drink milk and that people should just be educated about good health. She immediately replied that that is unreasonable.

I thought back to government education programs like ParticipACTION in the early 80’s and the continuous promotion of healthy initiatives from all levels of government hence. What is so unreasonable about that? They do it all the time.

All this being so- brainwashed clerks in government, (well you have to admit it must be easier to handle that way), a poisoned food and water supply, processed and refined food with no nutrient value seen as normal, alcohol, drugs, cigarettes, coffee, SUGAR… you can choose to not engage in any of it.

Turn away and you will find a thriving alternative health community. Converging aspects include, the Slow Food Movement, The 100 Mile Diet, the Living and Raw Foods Movement, buying and growing organic, fasting and cleansing, fermented and cultured food, seed storing, herbal remedies, and on and on…


These movements have emerged because our increasingly poisoned and toxic environment has taken second stage to the profiteers of industry. Indeed, our great grandparents practiced most of these movements as a matter of course. Now we want to maintain the integrity of these movements so they will not be co-opted by the powers that be. Codex Alimentarius recently discussed allowing a certain chemical into the production of organically labeled bananas. Codex Alimentarius is the project funded by the World Health Organization to set an international standard, supposedly for our own good, on everything ingestible. This is the international standard the senator’s secretary was talking about. Codex Alimentarius is comprised of international delegates who almost solely defer to the interests of big agri-business hell bent on controlling the world’s food supply. For our own good? Yeh right. 
 
Realistically we can assume that these modern, back to the good old days, movements are only adopted by a small percentage of the population. You may hear about them but adopting them is another story. True, the grocers are bending to the trend by offering more local and organic food, but there is more to understanding your food than pulling it off the shelf. 
 
You may know that you need to do something about your eating habits but before you even begin you may read a disparaging article in the newspaper that headlines organic food has no more nutrient value than regular food and breathe a sigh of relief that you don’t have to change. Or you may have seen and heard someone speak about the wonders of being on a certain diet and got turned around with morbid fascination and incredulity at a very sickly looking person speak about health. There are many paths to finding your own good health equation. 
 
One in four people are still getting cancer. Nothing breaks my heart more than to see the cancer industry continue to throw the wool over well meaning people’s eyes. I have seen a broke small business woman write a check for 100.00 to some ridiculous marathon for cancer research; young girls at a film festival brightly and innocently asking for donations for breast cancer; and the most heartbreaking of all, grannies set up in the mall with hundreds of man hours worth of hand knitted and crocheted baby stuff, doilies and toques ready to hand it all over to a bunch of crooks. With all the brain power in the world these days and billions of dollars down the drain, does it make any sense that there is still no reported cure for cancer?



Probably 10 - 15% of the population actually makes efforts, often misguided and misinformed, to live a healthy lifestyle. Probably 25% are sick and dying. The rest are in a regulated state of slow decline. We will probably see a rise in sick and dying as more people are born with failing systems due to inherited malnutrition. What is going on here?


While we should be heralding breakthroughs in agricultural science, soil and water purification and increased yields, we are choosing to die for bad habits stemming from misinformation. This is where choice and personal responsibility come in. You decide if you want to live in health or decay. Nowadays disease reversal can easily be accomplished through simple diet modifications. Cancer, diabetes, arthritis, and the entire, ever increasing, list of labels for internal toxic sludge are easily reversed to radiance with a little discipline, fortitude, positive attitude and a whole lot of education. Use your common sense when you wade into the alternative health arena. If you are feeling better you are on the right track. Don’t buy some guru’s diagnosis of “healing crisis” if you aren’t feeling it. I have been fasting and cleansing and making diet modifications (swinging from good to bad) for over 30 years and I have never had a “healing crisis.”

Personally I have reversed all kinds of cumulative nuisances like, indigestion, gas, bloating, joint pain, sallow skin, constipation, asthma, allergies, liver spots with diet modifications and cleanses. My biggest evolutionary leap occurred in 2006 when I officially “went raw” or became a raw foodist. Within a few months of eating a 90% uncooked diet, I lost 15 pounds and experienced a remarkable rise in energy, vitality and endurance. I could articulate better. Joint pain disappeared. Oddly enough, these two things put together made me a faster typist. My skin sparkled. Things began to improve on another level as well. My dreams became more vivid while I slept better. I became more psychic and aware while awake. I actively set about to find God. I changed my whole life. I abandoned all I found disagreeable in my life and plunged like a mad adventurer into the unknown.
 
I would like to think that I have staved off larger health concerns by being aware for the better part of my life about alternative health. Lucky for me one of my first jobs was in a health food store that wasn’t very busy. So I read a lot of the books on the shelf. Maybe you aren’t so lucky. The point is start somewhere, or not. I could really care less. Just don’t complain to me about your ailments. Nothing is incurable. In the final equation, you are responsible for your own health. 
 
Skipping the middle isles in the supermarket, relearning everything you knew about food preparation and adding supplements that you have never heard of are a few of the modifications you may make. At first it can be expensive but once you get the hang of it, a living foods diet can be a lot cheaper. It really isn’t that easy until you do it. Thinking about it is the hard part. 
 
There is so much good news coming from the alternative health and organic food movements, that there is no need to succumb to illness, malnutrition or hunger. One example of breakthrough science includes a subtle energy enhanced water filter developed by Ken Brown and Dr. Yuri Kronn of Energy Tools International. Dr. Kronn has invented a way to impart the energetic frequency of vitamins and minerals no longer present in our soils, into the filter, which carry out to the plant. It really works. 
 
Food scarcity and overpopulation is a myth invented by the same people who are trying to curtail and co-opt the thriving alternative health movement because they see their monopolies being weakened. People don’t want to go along with the idea of a few large businesses controlling the world’s food supply. So government is trying to make taking responsibility for your own health illegal! Well it won’t happen. If it takes another election to finally get this nasty business of Bill C-6 off the table, then so be it. 
 
The fight against bill C-6 and the corresponding Health Care Bill in the states is on. It is not about your health. It is about control, population control specifically. It is important to fight these bills not only to maintain your right to access natural cures, but to stop this mad agenda against sovereignty on a global scale. 
 
It will be an interesting time ahead as we watch consumers continue to define the marketplace and agribusiness shuffle and hustle their positions to stay in control. Redefine terminology a little here, jail a few herbalists there, and raid a few organic farms, heck they must really be losing it. It has gotten so serious that they are trying to legislate their way into total domination. It only takes a change of government that has the moral fortitude to buck the internationalists. As a leading and uniquely positioned member of the industrialized nations, it is really Canada’s job to do this. 

2017 addendum- Canada has another MKUltra puppet at the helm. There has been no change. No opposition party- to their shame- has picked up on one of these issues. 

copyright 2009 by Ellen Atkin

Friday, February 3, 2017

Origin of Film with Emma Jane Crunican



My mother, Emma Jane Crunican, first appears on this 1953 publicity vid for the Oklahoma State Department of Health! She debuts at 11:00 ish.

Here is her picture, also dated 1953.
Haircut might have meant a new start. She was 21 in 1953. According to her twin sister, my aunt Joan, her mental patient treatments started in London and Windsor, BEFORE she went to Montreal. My aunt Joan would not tell me what if anything happened to my mother to send her to see psyche doctors. Indeed, my aunt Joan's only angle is to blame my mother as though she chose it all. In my opinion, my aunt Joan knows a lot more than she is telling.
My mother's 3 brothers are dead. She only had one sister, her fraternal, non identical twin, Joan. Quite the difference in looks.

Now that I understand these things better, Aunt Joan was one of her handlers. It is safe to say that all her brothers were too, probably the least of which was Jerry. Her mother was for sure. And her father died when she was in her teens. This caused her heartbreak and there is definitely more to that story. Apparently my mom was engaged and broke it off and this was going on while her father was dying in the hospital. This seems to be where the targeting began. She lost her father in whom she loved and felt protected by. Protected from what? She spoke of how much he loved her and how it was obvious to all her bothers and her sister that she was his favorite and they were jealous. She definitely had a bond with her father. Seemed like she turned into target central right after he died... Why?

Here are some notes on the film:

Mental Hospital


Published 1953
Topics need keyword


A University of Oklahoma Production. Produced for the Oklahoma State Department of Health in cooperation with the State of Oklahoma Department of Mental Health. Distributed by International Film Bureau.
Director: Layton Mabrey.
Scriptwriter: Dwight V. Swain.
Coordinator: Jim Bragg.
Photographer: Wayne Rock.
G.F. Mathews, M.D., Commissioner, State Department of Health.
Charles F. Obermann, M.D., Director, Department of
Mental Health.
Psychiatric Consultants: Charles A. Smith, M.D., A.A.
Hellams, M.D.
"Recognizable personages appearing in this film are not
patients in a mental institution." (According to Dwight Swain, patients were played by producers, crew and friends, since actual patients weren't legally competent to sign talent releases.) Filmed in and around Central State Hospital, Norman, Oklahoma. Jack Stevenson's article on Swain and Hockman appears in Brutarian (Vol. 1, No. 1).

Documents the case of a mental patient who is treated for schizophrenia (paranoid type) at the Oklahoma State Hospital. Summarizes the treatment of a patient from admission to the hospital to the time of discharge. Explains
the methods used in the treatment of mental diseases and stresses the value of occupational therapy in rehabilitating patients and the need for an atmosphere of calm and security.

TITLE CARD: Recognizable personages appearing in this film are not patients in a mental institution.

PARANOIA / DEPRESSION / INSTITUTIONALIZATION: Man's voice over as he is driven down a gray, snowy road. HE IS VERY PARANOID. He leans his head against the rear window. There's a close up of his eyes, then hands, then mouth. Men in dark, tweed jackets lead him into the hospital.

MEDICAL ABUSE: Nurses examine Joe. He has blood taken from his arms, a chest x-ray, and a spinal tap.

PARANOIA: Joe talks to an Oklahoman psychiatrist (with a southern accent).
He says, "They're turning my wife, you know, Peg, against me. They're taking up all of her time." Joe rings his hands. The psychiatrist replies, "Why do you think they're doing you this way?" Joe answers, "Well, I've been working on this for years. They don't know it but I'm on to them."

PSYCHOLOGICAL TESTING: The narrator describes various treatments for psychological disorders, and we view these methods in action (which look somewhat barbarous to today's viewers). First there's insulin shot therapy in which a patient receives a shot (camera pans down to twitching feet), then electric shock, hydrotherapy, and cold pack therapy.


Run time 0:19:58
Producer University of Oklahoma
Production Company University of Oklahoma
Audio/Visual sound, B&W

Sunday, January 29, 2017

MKUltra Girl Google images Autofil search content

Joseph Mengele's experiments list

Deep web human experiment

cia mind control

Over the past year these phrases have autofilled in the text  search box when I image search the MKUltra girl image.

Sunday, January 22, 2017

Cathy Fox Blog - Ultimate Spook? Survivor WARNING! BEWARE! https://cathyfox.wordpress.com/


Who the heck is Cathy Fox?
She (?) writes Cathy Fox Blog ANONYMOUSLY!

ANYONE can write a blog and call it My Stupid Opinion Blog.
Here are just a few of the very questionable issues around Cathy Fox Blog.
She is completely anonymous. She has no contact info other than a million different email addresses. No picture. No comments from users that met her. No address. No Phone. Nothing. Since her inception of the blog out of nowhere a few years ago, there is no evidence that she (?) is an actual person.

Here are a few of her email addresses:
appeals@cathyfox.33mail.com walker@cathyfox.33mail.com.correctionsdulgh@cathyfox.33mail.com Ebel@cathyfox.33mail.comvaz@cathyfox.33mail.cominspection@cathyfox@33mail.com
jannerevidence@cathyfox.33mail.com metpolicewhistleblower@cathyfox.33mail.com.
staffs@cathyfox.33mail.comcorrectionswebb@cathyfox.33mail.com jamaica@cathyfox.33mail.com
and the now defunct      cathyfox@inbox.com
another one @bigfoot.something was before that
I just can't keep track

Not sure about you, but keeping track of this many email addresses (there are more) is a nightmare. Is she attempting to be savvy in an,  I barely know anything about the internet kind of way?


WARNING!
She is IMPLORING victims of child sexual abuse to send her details of their abuse in confidence! What? Really?
Here is a line taken right off her website:
"As child abuse knows no boundaries, there may be a useful crossover of information. Please contact me with any information that you thinnk is relevant no matter how small."

There is nothing on her blog about who she (he, it) is. No background material, no work history (relevant or otherwise), not one personal shred of information  on the whole blog for the whole 4 years. The first blog post on July 2013 is just the first of many reports dumped on the site of child abuse. PEOPLE! This is highly suspicious!

She claims to have not suffered from child abuse herself!
 
People... Wake up!  Cathy Fox Blog has done NOTHING in the 3 years of blogging to correct any of the systemic abuses she writes about except, wait for it, drum roll please.. cut and paste other people's material! Not quite as bad as Ann Diamond who leads all hope of recovery and reconciliation into a hopeless dead end, except for maybe getting your story retold without your permission in one of her obscure books. At least Ann Diamond is a real person, even though her real name is Ann McLean.

Do not trust these anonymous sites! There are a many non anonymous sites that will share your material. You will know these sites by doing a little research. Write the blogger first. Get a feel for who they are and what they are all about.
Another suspect assertion of Cathy Fox Blog:
"One way I  could maybe help with Irish Information, is I have some access, through contacts, to some Irish Court Appeals which may contain useful information, which I publish redacted of sensitive information about victims. If anyone knows of an abuser that you think has appealed or might have, email me in confidence on appeals@cathyfox.33mail.com and I will check for you."

MkUltra Girl Requested Retraction DENIED by Cathy Flox Blog.

Read what she says about me. This piece of shit. 

Cathy Fox Blog contacted me right around the time I was doing MKultra GRRRL Discovery (jan. 2016) with Laura Cross.  Her connection to me was through Ann Diamond who is now thoroughly discredited. I did not contact her as she (it) claims. I even warned her that I may retract permission in my initial correspondence. When I did so, she lamely tells me how she put a lot of time into the post about me and a show that is not public anymore and the rest was lifted right off my site and the rest cut and paste. What person who claims to be helping victims of child abuse turn around and abuse & dishonour that victim? If there ever was a reason to look into who Cathy Fox Blog is and what her (its) movites are, I think that is it. At the very least her ego is out of this world.


There is no doubt Ann Diamond was completely MKed, but she will be the last to admit it. She will write books about her life with morbid MK evidence everywhere and then say things like, I have no proof and I was a normal happy child.
Ann Diamond was one of the first people I contacted when I went public with my research about my mother,
Emma Jane Crunican, who went through the sleep therapy programme in Montreal in the 50's with Ewan Cameron. My mom  showed up in this clip. It has appeared in many different usages but it apparently originated here.she comes in at the 12:08 mark in this clip. she is also in the movie PUSH (2009) and Psychology of Control by James Lane (2013).


Ann came to my house on Vancouver Island in 2014 about 3 months after we internet connected. I met her in person. I know her quirks. The main one is a very skittish nature. You would be talking to her face to face, turn your head to pick up a coffee mug and she would be gone; Not just out of sight- gone. She left me in a coffee shop line up under these exact circumstances. I had the car and more errands to do. I looked everywhere for her. When I came back after my chores and found her where I left her, she said she had found another coffee shop. These quick deke out maneuvers happened at the house too. 

When I discovered the now famous photo of myself here,
Ann was very cool to me. Since I hadn't had much experience with the internet community or research yet, I went to her first as a confident.

So, instead of helping me deal with it, she maligned and blackballed me. She is continuing to do so to this day and so is the Cathy Fox Blog person, now that I requested her to remove my content.

Ann Diamond connected me to Cathy Fox Blog just before I realized her motives and went on the offensive with her over her sly, coy and slandering tactics.
After a year in the survivor community there are multiple incidences of people having had negative associations with Ann Diamond. The main gist of her problem is taking other survivor stories and working them into her material with or without permission.
The biggest joke of all is how she writes about an extremely dysfunctional and sad home, finding evidence of being one of the mkultra Ewen Cameron test subjects in Montreal (both of her books I read are about that) and then she denies it all because there is "no proof" and don't cha know, she is just an effete ne'er do well Can Lit cast off, nothing to see here... well let me be the first to say, there is plenty of proof in the living breathing Ann Diamond herself that she was completely traumatized and mind controlled. The sad conclusion is that she will never break her programming. She does the thing that is soooooo old now, She tries to handle other survivors...

So we have Ann Diamond and Cathy Fox Blog joined by association.
Cathy Fox Blog Beware.. WARNING WARNING WARNING... SPOOK, SHILL ALERT... 

One of our mutual associations thinks that Cathy Fox Blog is Ann Diamond!
Another had her name used on Cathy Fox Blog, fed to her by Ann Diamond, without her permission. 
Ann Diamond's book about Leonard Cohen is climaxed with another TI's story who expressly told her NOT to use the story but she did anyway. 
Ann Diamond & Cathy Fox are a fine pair. 


MAJOR ALERT
One thing I have learned since this MKultra research began for me in 2013, the people who are talking, writing, speaking about this subject and say they are not victims ARE FULL OF SHIT!
There is only one reason people are interested in this subject. It is because it relates to them. All altruistic humanitarian explanations are BS.
If you have someone taking action without acknowledging their own programming you have a BIG PROBLEM! The ultimate handler spook. Colin Ross take note!

I have gone on about the anonymous bloggers before. They reprint anonymous articles and have ads and click bait on their sites. They say they are just wanting to help and get the word out.

Well, here is a word from MKultra girl. GF Yourselves.

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

Urgent Copyright Survey for all Artists


NOTICE OF SURVEY ON QUALITIES AND PRIORITIES OF NEW REGISTER OF COPYRIGHT


From Nancy Wolff, DMLA Counsel
The new Librarian of Congress, Dr. Carla Hayden, has started the process of searching for a new Register of Copyrights after removing Maria Pallante as Register on October 21, 2016. DMLA, as well as the other visual artist associations, had worked with the former Register Pallante for six years on issues involving photography and the visual arts, and most recently on copyright modernization and potential legislation for a copyright small claims court in line with recommendations from the Copyright Office.
In an unprecedented move, the Library is seeking public comment by January 31, 2017 via Survey Monkey on the qualifications for the next Register of Copyrights. The survey can be found at: https://www.research.net/r/RegisterOfCopyrightsNR
Although this crowd sourcing approach to a government appointment is highly unusual, we encourage all members to participate and to share this blog with any contributors, so the views of the licensing community and creators can be heard. From past experience we know that the tech community is very effective at organizing and sending the Copyright Office an overwhelming number of responses to copyright inquiries, and their interests in a Register would favor less copyright protection for creators.
The survey is not long and is limited to a few simple questions—namely, what qualities the Register should possess, what issues he or she should focus on, and what other factors should be considered. We encourage you to complete the survey before the January 31, 2017 deadline and distribute it widely.
DMLA has provided model responses to each of the survey’s questions based on suggestions from the Copyright Alliance. You are free to use all or some of these responses or provide your own responses. As the survey offers no background on what the responsibilities of the Register are or what public function the Copyright Office serves here is a link to background information on the role and responsibilities of the Copyright Office.
  1. What are the knowledge, skills, and abilities you believe are the most important for the Register of Copyrights?
The next Register of Copyrights must:
  • Be dedicated to both a robust copyright system and the Copyright Office;
  • Recognize the important role that creators of copyrighted works and their representatives play in promoting our nation’s financial well-being;
  • Be a lawyer with significant experience in, and a strong commitment to, the copyright law;
  • Have management experience;
  • Have a substantial background in representing the interests of creators and their representatives;
  • Possess a deep appreciation for the special challenges facing individual creators and their licensing representatives in protecting works and encouraging licensing models over infringement;
  • Possess a keen understanding of, and a strong commitment to, preserving the longstanding and statutorily-based functions of the Copyright Office, especially its advising the House and Senate Judiciary Committees on domestic and international copyright issues;
  • Be an advocate within the government for creators and their licensing representatives (as no other agency plays this role);
  • Have a vision for the Copyright Office of the future that supports the work of creators and is generally consistent with the views espoused by Chairman Goodlatte and Ranking Member Conyers in their November 2016 policy proposal;
  • Be committed to modernizing the IT infrastructure of the Copyright Office;
  • Have the solid support of the copyright community.
  1. What should be the top three priorities for the Register of Copyrights?
  • Continue the traditional and critical role of the Register as a forceful advocate for both a vibrant copyright system and a strong Copyright Office that works closely with the House and Senate Judiciary Committees in promoting a strong and effective copyright law.
  • A commitment to moving quickly to modernize the Copyright Office with a special focus on updating and making more affordable and simpler the registration and recordation process, and to ensure that the Copyright Office and its modernization efforts are financed by means other than just registration and recordation fees.
  • Working with Congress to achieve enactment of legislation creating a small claims process that finally provides creators and their representatives with a viable means of protecting their creative efforts and encouraging a licensing system rather than unauthorized use.
  1. Are there other factors that should be considered?
[TO BE COMPLETED AS YOU SEE FIT]
The process of selecting the next Register must not be limited to responses in a single survey, as the importance of a qualified Register to the livelihood of creators and the industries that rely on a functioning Copyright Office and system is too important to be decided by crowd sourcing, particularly as anyone can respond to a survey, regardless of their experience as a user of the Copyright Office. It is also important that the views of the leaders of House and Senate Judiciary Committees, current Copyright Office staff, copyright practitioners, and former Registers be taken into account in the selection of the next Register.